Sex, Drugs & Eminem ???

Saturday Night, 10:30pm and the house is already rockin ! Figured I'd update something interesting for once, something fun ! Thought what a great night for a PAR-TAY ! At first I only had like 10 people coming but everyone is here ! Its great ! Bob brang a keg and theres probably fifteen 2-4s and countless bottles of hard liquor and drugs galore ! Yes even innocent little librarians like to get down and dirty and have some fun !

Its just like the old times !

"MARCIA, where you at girl"  !!!

Well someone is looking for me, a guy at that ; ) Guess I better hury up... Like I was saying its just like the old times... Got some Eminem playing lol. Some of the guys are drunk off their asses playing Wii , others screwing in the bedrooms, some out at the bombfire... Yess.... Even socs have fun !

I hear a guys voice singing coming from behind me, going along with the music ...

Now I hope you don't get mad at me
But I told Nate you was a freak
He said he wants a slut, hope you don't mind
I told him how you like it from behind

"There she is !" he grabbed onto my chest and gave me a big kiss on the side of my cheek with his arm wrapping around the right side of my shoulder with an ice cold beer... Sweet !

"I hear your screwing greasers, true or false"

I just kind of smirked

"Marsha, you little slut you! And a engaged one at that I hear... Was it like being with an animal? Or just greasy? I mean was it hard to stay next to him without slip sliding away" We both laughed haha.

Me: "Moment lapse of judgement and nothing else"

"I dont belive you, I think you have a thing for greasers" he winked...

Me: "Guess that means you have no chance!" as I winked back....

"What are you doing anyway? You blogger? You loser hahaha"

Me: "Fuck you" I replied as I smacked him in the thigh...

"Careful now, that was close" ...  "Here come here... I got something for you, and its not dick... Sorry Marce" ...  I just smirked at him... We took a seat and he handed me some DMT...

For those of you who dont know, DMT is a hallucinogen drug. I've done drugs before but nothing this strong...

"Come'un its fine... Your here with me, with all your friends... As long as you feel safe, you'll have an awesome trip... We'll trip together"  ....

Me: "Fuck me, what am I getting in to" But as I said that, I already had taken it...

We made our way downstairs with the rest of the group... After about 10minutes everything started to look amazing... Every colour I seen was so vibrant, and its was almost as though I was in another world. I was completely oblivous to everything going on around me.... Apparently I tried climbing through a door (Which was actually the floor)... My friends video taped it.. Nice... lol.. I was walking funny and taking long strides, stretching my arms out like you wouldnt believe... I looked like an idiot haha. But he was right, it was fun... And it was definately a trip haha. It only lasted about 25-30minutes but I think anymore could have really messed me up...

When I was coming out of it, I was very confussed, but he was right there with me... Arms wrapped around me... "I told you it would be amazing, we did it together... And we can do it again some time.... Trippin is great if you do it with the right person" he said... I wasnt really taking in what he was saying. Its hard to explain that intense state of confussion that I was in... I just couldnt think or take anything in...

And who is this guy everyone is wondering ???

Wouldnt you like to know !



Well nothing to exciting happened to me the last week or so, but I figured I would update my blog since I havent been here since then. Although I did make some delicious cupcakes today, I was going to post the recipe but decided against it. Mainly because Im too lazy.

As for me and Two-Bit, which I am sure you are all wondering about... I havent talked to him since... Not because I'm annoyed or don't like him, but I (and I think him) think it would best if we kept our distance. I really like him, he make me laugh and hes very much down to earth, but when push comes to shove hes a greaser and Im a soc. Money should keep people apart or decide who you are with, but it does and thats a part of life... I grew up in a different world than him... This is not to say we wont hang out ever again or I'll never see him again, just keeping some space for myself....

Im thinking about heading up to Ontario to visit my friend. Take a week of work and just go and relax. Then hopefully when I get back I can meet up with Randy. I think its cool that he is back in town.  I havent heard from Cherry in a while either, not sure what is up with that???

Anyway Im going to pop in a movie and just laze around in my pjs next to the wood stove... With a cup of hot chocolate... Yes, that sounds like a plan... A simple and quiet Friday night :)

Well the weekend turned out to be okay, nothing eventful, but relaxing ! I decided it would be wise to stay clear of 2-Bit especially since , I quote him "I was drunk off my ass, and immediately regretted it".... Whatever, it sure didnt seem that way....  Two Bit is a great guy, dont get me wrong, and I enjoy most of his friends, but Im not going to let a greaser get me down.... Maybe we'll just remain friends ??? We'll see. . . Kit clearly has her claws in him pretty good !

Anyway !!!!!! So Saturday I decided to drop off a gift for Soda and Katie... I needed gas, so I actually just dropped it off to him at the DX... Nothing much, just a gift certificate to go out to dinner. Soda is a great guy, but after hooking up with his sisters fiance I figured I would keep it short... Got my gas, said hello to him and Steve and took off.  I had a few friends over on that night to show off my new hair and just 'unwind'... Played some Wii, had some Fondue, danced and had a few drinks...

Sunday was just cleaning and relaxing... Like I said, nothing exciting... I hoping to catch up with Randy, its been years since I've seen him... Me and Cherry will have to get together again soon too... I read shes going out with Justin ??? Yeah, I definately have to figure out whats up there... I mean wasnt he with Sandy ??? How do you go from someone like Sandy Davis to Cherry ??? Two totally different types of people, I mean Cherry has class lol.

Well Im off , Im heading out for a run and then over to mom and dads for dinner. Were having lobster, Mmmmmmm =)

Big Spend-A- !!!

Well I had a busy week at work this week, but Im glad its Friday evening and its over ! Im just going to make this a short and sweet blog as Im going out later, but I'll be back soon... Hopefully before the weekend  is over with some more fun gossip !

So I was alittle bummed over hearing Two-Bit slept with Kit... Guess I should have expected it, but not in the same day he was with me... I still think hes a cool guy but I've decided I'm not going to go crawling back to him... Im too classy for that :) BUT thats not to say I wouldnt hook up with him again , we just have to get some things figured out first ! Or at least I do ? ! ? !  But I see Randy is back in town too, I'd really like to catch up with him to ....

So to start my weekend off right I thought I'd spoil myself... I treated myself to a professional cut and dye on my hair ($250), some organic Moroccan Argan hair oil ($150), new cowgirl boots ($100) and a new outfit ($125)....  $625 later and I FEEL GREAT !!! A new Marcia ready to hit the town :) Nothing cheers a girl up more than looking pretty = )

 ^My new Moroccan Argan Hair Oil  ^

Things are starting to really look good for me = )

Well after Two-Bit left the other night I knew I was really falling for him. I mean before I just really got along with him, he was great. He could make me smile, he had an awesome sense of humor, he was handsome, he was just a really cool guy.

I was still alittle worried about what my parents would think but quickly dismissed that concern. I'm grown up, they have no say in my life. It would just hurt me if I knew I dissappointed them, but I think once they see me happy they will be happy for me as well. They do love me.

Then KitKat came to mind. Not because of Sandy's moronic hissy fits, but because Kit seemed like a good person. I know her brother Soda and Pony seem okay too. I didnt know them really but we've met a few times and they seemed like really nice people. But again, I had to take my happiness into consideration. Two-Bit was the one engaged , not me. That plus if he was seeing me behind Kit,was he really in love with her ???

Anyway, I was at the gym early this morning and when I came home I had something to eat and got a shower. When I was sitting there in my living room reading my book the phone rang, it was Two-Bit. He told me that he really enjoyed being with me the other night and that he wanted to get together with me again, have some fun and talk alittle. He said he felt like himself with me. That he has never been with a soc that is so much like him in personality. He said he respected me as an educated working woman and that not many greaser woman were like that...

So he actually just walked over to my house. I offered to pick him up but he said he liked to walk, plus he enjoyed the fresh air. Once he got to my place he grabbed a beer , It was only 1pm so I just had a glass of water lol. We were watching some TV and chatting, laughing away... Then we began to have a serious disscussion. About Kit and everything we were doing... What my parents would think... He was worried about Kit and I respected that... He was definately interseted in seeing me though. I guess I made him 2nd guess his current relationship.

Before I knew it , it was early in the evening. We ordered pizza and watched a movie. Then as I was tidying up, he came into the kitchen and wrapped his arms around my waist. Gave me a kiss on the back of my head and whispered in my ear "We should go upstairs" ... I just sighed , giggled and said "Well thats probably more comfy then the couch !"...

So we went upstairs and when we finished we just laid there naked and cuddling. He was such a sweet man... I didnt want him to go home. I wanted him to spend the night with me, but he again voiced his concern about KitKat and said that me and him have some serious things to take care of....

Does that mean we are an item now ??? I sure hope so.......

Catchin up with Two-Bit

I've kinda had a rough week last week which is why I didnt post anything... Just needed as much 'me' time as I could get... I was thinking long and hard about the other night when me and Cherry went to the club and I ended up dancing with Two-Bit... Work was stressful too, and me and Cher have been trying to plan a party for some friends and I'm still missing Dean and Mel from up North... I dont know, just a weird week, lots of emotions... But Im an emotional basket case some times lol.

I was sitting by my fireplace having some hot chocolate and marshmellows... Just playing on my computer and watching the news....  I couldnt get Two-bit out of my mind... I called Cher up because I just needed someone to talk too... I really liked being with him the other night... We got along so well and he made me happy... I like to think I made him happy too but perhaps it was just the liquor ?

I thought about calling him, I'm sure I could find his number somewhere or get it from someone... But then I thought, he has a girlfriend... Thats wrong Marcia... I dont know kitkat but her brothers Pony and Soda seem okay... Seem like descent people, Im sure shes a nice girl and it wouldnt be right for me to call up her man... Nope I wouldnt do it I told myself... That plus what would Dad say ??? I've always been Daddy's baby girl... He would be ashamed of me... Ending up with a greaser from the East Side... Daddy being a doctor and all, I know he wouldnt like that... In fact he didnt even like me going away to school... He'd be happiest if I just met a nice rich professional man for myself and gave him lots of grandkids... He always taught me that was the proper thing to do... Get married to a nice rich guy and have lots of kids and be the best mother and wife I could be... Although he wasnt angry when I went to school.. Figured it would mature me , give me a taste of  for the world...  And my mother, oh she would be disappointed in me... She'd say "Marcia, how could you disgrace your family like this; we are better than that and you know it" ...

I love my parents to death and all my family but I didnt see how someones social status should matter when it comes to happiness.. Why should I be with someone for just money ??? Sure money is nice to have, but whatabout happiness ? Where I went to school, there was no Socs or Greasers... Took a while to get use to, but it was nice after I settled in... Everyone was just 'friends' ...

Finally Cherry told me "Marcia, do what makes you happy"... God I loved Cherry.. Such a good friend. To be honest, I think she was alittle uneasy about it at first, thought I could do better but in the end she is my best friend and wanted me to be happy...

Cherry got his number for me.. Dont know where or how but she did... Daddy certainly wouldnt be impressed... Not only was I interested in a Greaser but I was going to CALL HIM? That was just weird, and wrong according to Daddy...

I got the nerves up and called...

Two-Bit " Hello "
Marica " Hi, would , aw... Two-Bit be in" < OMG I didnt know his real name ??? > !!!
Two-Bit " Two-Bit PHONE" he yelled...

I began to have a 'conversation' on the phone with this person, when I realised I was actually talking to Two-Bit and he was just being 'silly' in pretending he was calling for Two-Bit.. What the hell did I get myself into I thought haha.

Marcia "Aw hey, its Marcia... Remember from the club the other night.. Cherry got me your number"

I think I took even him by surprise...
I continued to tell him that I had a really good time that night, and even way back when at the movies... I told him I was still alittle lonely being back home, that I only had Cherry and that I'd love to get together again...

He seemed hesitant but asked if I wanted to hang out... Maybe get a coffee or a drink... Catch up... I offered for him to come over to my place and told him I'd meet him at the store down on 10th street...

So off I went to get him... My stomach was doing sumersaults ! Anyway I found him and he jumped in my SUV , licence plate reading "Dadysgift" ... He seemed impressed... We hurry back to my house... Went inside and I showed him around.. We headed back to the living room and I went into the kitchen to get some drinks...

Marcia "Beer ?" I yelled in at him ?
Two-Bit "Nothing but" he said... "This house is yours, all yours ?" he asked me..
Marcia "Sure is... Daddy helped some... But its just me in here" I smiled back... And opened his beer for him... He just looked at me... Guess he never seen a rich soc girl open her own beer bottle, and then drink from it lol.

I sat next to him and began to show him photos from my little journey up North, all my friends I made there... He smiled at me and I smiled at him... My hand gently made its way to his thigh, and I couldnt help myself I started to rub it... Once I realised what I was doing I apolojised ...

Marcia " I AM SOOOOOOO SORRY " I was beat red...

He just looked at me and said "Dont be"
Then he put my photos on the table, gently laid me back on the coach and began to caress me...
Two-Bit " I have never been so happy to get a call from a soc" ...

Well its been a week or so since I last blogged but its been a bit of a 'crazy' week for me. Not to much happened, but just enough to keep me away from the computer. Cherry has even been trying to get a hold of me , something to do with a party, and I havent gotten back to her yet either... Just alot of personal things going on in my life right now, I guess I'm a bit of a "Debbie Downer" ...

It was nice bumping into Two-Bit... Kind of a 'blast from the past' ... It was a good night.

Anyway if your reading this Cherry, I promise we'll get together soon ! We need a girl chat... Got lots of things on my mind... I'm 'torn' over something... Between something I want and my morals... A rock and a hard place for sure...

Guess thats why god invented alcholol...
Apple Martini it is !